I can understand you have rainy days, occasionally timid I also understand, at this moment will be a little slower.
- Mumu.
Perhaps because lazy, perhaps because do not want to record those sad things, have not dared to write down the inner story, now, it is the face of the past farewell to the past, when I type these words, is to leave you a year and two months, every walk a place, are unforgettable memories. All of this, you know.
The year before last, I ran to your school to study with you regardless of my family's opposition. I like the way you smile. I like you to call me Mumu very simply. Every weekend we will go out to play together, remember that day it was very cold, we lay on the lawn of the normal wanton laughter, the weather is cold, but the heart is warm. Now that I think about it, I was probably the best I had been in 18 years, the happiest I had been.
That day, I asked you, do you love him? You said, I don't want to lie to you, I love him, that moment, the heart is like doing free fall movement, falling from the highest point, unexpectedly is a bang. I cried in front of Xin Xin and others. This kind of mood was beyond my expectation. I thought I really put you down. I thought I could smile and face you. However, what I thought was not true happened. I cried and begged you. Can you stay with me? You said yes. In fact, I know, you just don't want me sad, don't want to see me as weak.
Later, I read you and his chat records, those smell, you let me think? I can tell you, I actually haven't put you down, I can understand why you will be with him, but I don't want to bind you like that, so I still fulfill you with him, ask you if you can stay with me like a friend, bless you.
In fact, you don't know my heart was riddled with holes at that time. What I thought in my mind was that you were waiting for me downstairs in the dormitory. At the entrance of the canteen, you deliberately avoided me and said that others would see it bad. When my mobile phone was turned off, you couldn't contact me and the whole world looked for me.
Later, you told me what, I can't remember, I told Xinxin that you are in love, but why, my heart is so painful. Xinxin saw my tears, came to comfort me and told me not to cry. He knelt down in front of me and begged me. He knew how I felt at the moment, because he was also an ex-girlfriend who fell in love with me, so I didn't need to say too much. He could understand me.
I like this feeling of being understood, so we went to drink, I expected drunk, walked through every corner of the campus there are our dribs and drabs, you walk with me figure, I complain about how you walk so slow figure, I hold your hand, say you are my life's favorite person, there are we finally decided to separate figure. I am not good enough for you, can not accompany you, but I deeply know that you and I are the same kind of people, no one forced you, it is impossible to succeed.
I said in my heart, will always wait for you, I want to make good efforts to make yourself worthy of you, originally, I wait for is your new love, perhaps once less you he can give you, your new love or I once knew people, I want to tell you, I know your character too well, but suddenly, I found myself self-sentimental.
Your friend sent me a message saying that he understood my mood very much. I said that you chose the new lover and I chose the time.
After crying wake up, the day is also bright, I think I should lose the past, you choose new love, and I choose time, I want to be responsible for the next relationship, I want to put the most clean heart to the most understand me, before today, I thought about making a phone call to you, I thought about whether I should find him, I thought about you before giving me all things to him, but I did not, I still choose to bless you, choose to understand each other, choose to forget the past, Choose to be your best self.
She was happy forever.
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