Disappointment on one side and growth on the other

So soon to the end of the month, since the beginning of school, in a daze, just a summary of the school year almost into a diary, really skillful. I always hate this kind of formal things. Those so-called summaries, reviews and applications are written for teachers, to put it bluntly. It's just that most Chinese people like those formal things, those so-called inner things, but even more high-sounding words, more and more do not understand why there are so many things putting the cart before the horse.

Recently, I often hear those songs that I haven't heard for a long time. I have a very different feeling. It seems that every song can remind people of the past. The luxuriant camphor trees, the red plastic runway and the long cement road used to be so simple, simple, young, passionate, and so presumptuous and cheerful, as if they were getting farther and farther away from themselves.

However, I know that people have to grow up. Looking at all the classmates around me, more and more people begin to work for their careers in pairs. It is an indescribable feeling that it is hard to describe. After the age of 25, I will also do things that I do not like but must do. Therefore, now I often worry that I don't have enough time to do the things I like, and I'm afraid I can't afford to wait. I have to leave before that person appears. I continue to create memories, desperately recording, afraid of their youth will disappear, afraid of the dismal memories in the future.

I am really afraid of the dark, but I have to get used to the dark constantly, because I know that it is impossible for someone to accompany you through the darkness when you are afraid. No matter how great the fear is, you have to bite your teeth and walk alone. There is always a word in your head that no one can really replace your pain, life is like this, he will teach you to be strong and independent.

A lot of things, a lot of opinions, a lot of habits, not negative, not decadent, just a state. I have always believed that even if I am not full of confidence, I can still hit the road as long as I want to. The heart is trapped, the world is full of cages-and now, do not want to trap their own heart, just want to be free in this limited time. If the heart is seamless, any words, any state of the world, to me, it doesn't matter.

Author: Mo Xingzi