After dinner, he will surf the Internet for a while.
Enter the password, open the e-mail, delete the miscellaneous ads, his eyes stay on an email for half a second, and then click delete. He looked back at the shelf, where Zweig's book stood quietly.
When he looked back, he suddenly hit the spirit, and immediately found the letter from the Recycle Bin, not "a letter from a strange woman", but "a letter from a strange daughter". When he opened it, it was a letter from his eldest daughter, and it was empty except for a Weibo URL.
His Weibo, where he writes about ordinary days and occasionally clips of family life. He clicked on the URL, which was a plain Weibo page with 1 followers and 0 followers, with only 17 Weibo posts for four days. She followed him, but he didn't know, and even if he did, he didn't know who she was.
The window of the △ study was brighter than before, and the old French sycamore was sawed. Xiaobai ran away for a week and came back as if she were pregnant with a baby dog. My mother pointed at it and called it shameless, and it rubbed its head against me, pathetic. I wanted to cry, wiped my eyes, and my mother scolded me again. She's a little sick now, like menopause is early. Should not be, she is only 40 years old, no crow's feet, or kind and beautiful girl, unlike me, a lot of acne, like bean sprouts.
△ she looks at me like a spoon, just like I am ice cream, one spoon on the left and one spoon on the right. It's scary. She said, I need to talk to you. Usually this kind of beginning means that she wants to find fault. Since I entered high school, she said that mother and daughter had been sisters for many years and had something to say. But she just said she needed to talk to you. She said: talk about a hundred things. I said: why don't you have a hundred thousand why? She said, "but I don't have that much. Why?"
△ money! She put some passbooks and bank cards on the table for me to see. The treatment is so high that my hands are shaking. When I saw the number, it turned out to be more than 400,000. She said: the living expenses given by your father are useless. Then she said the password. Then she took out two insurance forms and showed me the beneficiary. It scared me, she said: looking at what happened to the high-speed rail, she said, anyway, it's all yours, and I'm yours.
△ 's period came all of a sudden, she pulled me into the bedroom to talk, this has been hiding the woman actually talked to me about sex, although it is difficult to say, but she let it out.
'Sex will be faced sooner or later, 'she said.' remember, be careful whether the third button on your dress is unfastened or buttoned, 'she said.' there should be a bottom line. Trying to have sex before the age of 18 is a suicide attempt. If you want to have safety measures, you have to be a mother to get pregnant; if not, that would be stupid. The body is your own. These words made me bow my head. She seems crazy.
△ she has been eating porridge and painkillers all the time, and her face is dark. I asked her to take annual leave and she said she could hold on. I said: mom, are you in love? are you going to live in someone else's house? The girl is so stupid, she said with a smile. I said: you are crazy, like you don't want me! She sighed that, in fact, there was a man who liked her, six years younger. She said, I kept a secret from you to deal with him, I occasionally came back late to say overtime, that is, I lied to you. I said yes, you blush.
△ man. She said that men in love are best, as good as Mom, thinking about women: sunny, he wondered if you would be in the sun; dark, wondering if you would be scared; cold, wondering if you would be cold; raining, wondering if you would get wet. But after marriage, the man will return to normal, do not blame him before so good is a means, to learn to be his mother. Be thankful that you can be with the same man for your first love, first kiss and first night, and be together until you die. If not, don't hate it hard.
△ lives or dies. She said that people always die, according to the order is good, such as parents die in front of their children, this is the law of nature. It is not easy to come into the world, if there is no accident, you have to live to be an old lady!
△ she said, your father is not in someone else's house, he is in his own house. There is no room for sand in my eyes, so I must leave him. He disagreed and said let me give him a chance for your sake. I have a hard temper, thinking I can raise you. Your father is not here, you lack a lot of sense of security and coquettish opportunities. He was coming to see you before, but I wouldn't let him come. If you want to come in the future, come. He ran down to choose a school in junior high school, which cost a lot of effort and money, you need to know.
△, your father is not so bad as a man. I hate your father so much, but I don't know how to hate it. Su Dongpo had a good outlook all his life and suddenly became afraid when he predicted that the day would be numbered. I hate your father is also like this, slowly, hate faded, occasionally think of the past, flowers before the moon, not distorted at all.
△ your father's later woman, it's my business to call her a bitch, but you have to call her auntie. She said that she used to hate that bitch very much and felt that if it hadn't been for her now, she wouldn't hate so much. She said, I don't hate any more, let alone you. Your father later had another girl, which I have seen from a distance, just like when you were a child, that was your sister. It's a blessing to have a sister. There are a lot of smiles on her face. She looks beautiful.
△ your mother and I, she said, are very narcissistic. A woman said, I want to become a man in my next life and marry a good woman like me, which won my heart. Although it looks like an abandoned woman now, it is said that the abandoned woman will live a long life. I want your wedding one day, so let your father come and take your hand in a more dignified way. You have to wear a wedding dress, not like me, let your father coax to travel to get married, no one to witness, lack of supervision.
Dad △, I haven't called you that in a long time. These two days, my mother is too nagging, so annoying. Tonight, she wants to talk again. I said I have homework to do. She stood at the door for a moment, and I looked back. Her eyes looked like an ice cream spoon, which made me feel on pins and needles. So I got up and closed the door. Her eyelids drooped and there were tears. Good Aunt Qiongyao!
△ Dad, there seems to be something wrong with my mom, unlike a lovelorn or a work problem. I want to call you. I once hugged your leg and cried to tell you not to go. It was like a pyrograph. Although I know you are always around me, I don't want to come near you. But in my heart, I want to call your father every time, but I don't even want to make a lip sound. I don't want to make you happy. In fact, I also quietly stood in your downstairs to look at the bright window, miss you.
When △ came home from school, my mother rushed out and hugged me, first laughing, then crying, and rubbing tears against me! I kept asking her what was wrong, but she wouldn't say. When she was done crying, she threw me a stack of medical records with a bang. The words on the medical record are as follows: gastroscopic mucosal protuberance, stromal tumor, negative biopsy. She said, I'm afraid of death. I thought it was stomach cancer. You almost lost your mother, you know? I looked at her in a daze and burst into tears.
△, I had a good cry. Mom, aren't you too cunning? It turns out that you are giving a farewell speech these days, no way! My mother curled up there like a cat and a dog and said, what do you know about the little girl film? I have been casting pearls before swine these days, so you quickly forget some words for me! I said, what words? She smiled weakly again. She said that Xiaobai is a good dog. After raising him for so many years, he should be a mother and give birth to a litter of puppies.
Dad △, I thought, I'd better show you these. It's all right now. Bye.
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