A dream I don't want to dream anymore.

At night, not long after I lay down, I entered that terrible dream: I fell heavily in the dark. After a long time, it seemed to sink into a big bottomless hole. The bottom of the cave is round and boundless. It was full of black water, and there were creepy screams from time to time. I was floating in the water when suddenly a behemoth with a long tongue, like a man and a ghost, shouted and pounced on me. I was so scared that I fluttered desperately in the water and shouted: help! Help! With the shout, I was dripping with sweat and woke up suddenly from my dream.

I sat panting in the night, the scene in my dream still fresh in my mind. It is this terrible dream that has been with me since childhood to this day. Yes, that's right, that's the pool, the one that leaves eternal terror in my memory.

I just remembered that year, and some of my memories are still vague. It was a very hot summer. There was a heavy rain a few days ago, which filled the ponds in the village. That day, I was playing with my friends in the yard when I heard someone shouting for his life. Someone jumped into the pool! By the time my buddies and I ran to the side of the pool, it was already dark and crowded with people. After a while, the adults salvaged the jumper; then someone brought in the old scalper of the production team, put the jumper on the back of the cow, and began to control the water. But for some reason, as soon as the man was put on, the old scalper began to run, but refused to carry the man. I heard someone whisper: cattle understand human nature, it does not carry dead people, I think this person is tough.

After a while, the family who jumped into the pool began to wail, and the man was dead. The child was not afraid, and I proudly got into the crevice and saw the man lying upright by the pool with a hideous look on his face.

Later, when I was a little older, I learned from the adult that the diver jumped into the pool because he had stolen things from the public house and heard that the Public Security Bureau was going to arrest him.

The mouth pool is right next to the only way through the yard of our production team. Don't know why? Every time I passed the pool, the terrible scene flashed in my mind, so frightened that I ran over with all my strength. I ran so far away that I dared not look back.

One summer, my mother made a shop to dry corn, let me watch, do not let the chicken climb up the shop to eat corn. At first, I sat carefully on the Mazar and watched attentively, fearing that the neighbor's chicken would steal corn. Towards noon, tired and hot, I hid under the shop to enjoy the cool and fell asleep before I knew it. I don't know how long later, my mother came out of the house and saw the red rooster next door leading several chickens crawling on the shop to steal corn. My mother scolded me while driving the chicken, scared me to climb out from under the shop, rubbed her bleary eyes and said, "Mom, I was wrong!"

My mother turned yellow with anger and ran up to beat me while scolding me. As soon as I saw that the situation was not good, I ran away. I ran desperately in front of me, and my mother chased after me angrily. When I happened to run to the side of the pool, my mother grabbed me. While fighting and scolding: I told you to be disobedient, our family is so poor, there is only this little grain left, you do not look at it well, you see it is spoiled by chickens.

Mom, I was wrong! Mom, I'll never dare again! I kept begging for mercy.

I told you to be disobedient, and I threw you into the pool! Mother is a man of her word. He really held me upside down and pressed me into the mouth of the pool. At this time, I had already lost two and a half souls. Looking at the bottomless pool, I thought of the terrible appearance of the person who jumped into the pool. I was almost scared to pass out. For a long time, my mother did not let go, nor did she lift me out of the pool. Maybe she was still angry.

At this time, I heard someone shouting: you are going to scare the child to death! Why don't you bring the baby up! Mother then recovered from her anger, lifted me from the dark mouth of the pool and fell heavily on the edge of the pool.

How did I get home that day? did I have dinner? I have no impression at all. Only the process of being horribly beaten was deeply imprinted on my mind.

Fortunately, I was so brave that I was not frightened out of illness. Otherwise, like my neighbor's son, he is crazy all day long, then I won't be able to pick up a pen and record this life experience.

My neighbor's son is about the same age as me. When I was young, I was naughty and threw a man's bamboo hat from this village into the pool. That man is not easy to mess with in the first place, and now he has stirred up a hornet's nest. He put the little boy in the basket, sent him into the pool with a rope, and brought up the hat. It wasn't long before the little boy went crazy and still has his ups and downs.

Maybe it was a terrible experience when I was a child that made that dream haunt me for so many years. I didn't mean to blame my mother, who probably forgot about it a long time ago. However, this incident has left a deep shadow in my young heart, lingering.

Mother! I'm your own daughter. If you let go at that time, won't you regret it for the rest of your life? What should you do if I freak out?

When I went back to my mother's house a few days ago, I intended to find the pool in my memory. It has already been filled up, and even the trace is nowhere to be found.

How I wish the pool in my heart could be filled up. That terrible dream, don't bother me again.

Author: my Dream