Dreams make me feel pain again and again.

I had a dream yesterday. I dreamt that someone was fighting and it was a friend of mine. When I saw that my heart began to hesitate.

There was a feeling of fear, and I was thinking that one of our friends picked up a brick and shouted to someone else, and then quarreled.

Then I picked up the brick and walked up to them, feeling scared.-and then I woke up.

Why am I so cowardly? I thought about it.

Before I was cowardly, timid, afraid, now I am no longer the same as before, now others look down on me, I will give him a counterattack.

Love has long been bleak, has long been gone.

Now I am not blowing, you give me back with cold eyes and ridicule, I am more painful than you.

Have thought about their own life and death, life is easy for parents, death is their own business

Death is a painful and frightening feeling.

My love is not in this place, I will find my own footsteps to meet my own feelings.

Dreams make me feel pain again and again, roar again and again