Get together, leave, gather and break up

Fingers leaping on the keyboard, I don't know I'm tapping that letter, maybe I just follow my heart, I just like to follow my heart. Indulge your freedom, indulge yourself.

Since I met you last year, my heart began to move, and a touch of injury hung over me all the time. At this moment, I think we haven't seen each other for more than half a year. We met just passing by, we met just strangers, I severely abandoned my dignity, put down my pride, just to see you, just to talk to you, but every time I use my dignity in exchange for endless waiting, I think I am tired, half a year. Really tired, always torturing themselves, perhaps exhausted all strength, can not wake up pretending to sleep, this sentence is right, at this moment, finally used all the courage to press the delete key, delete all the love for you, delete their own torture. It turns out that it won't hurt to put your hands on it, it's not love, it doesn't matter, you just regard my affection as a joke, in fact, it's a big joke, put down all your pride, put down all your dignity and beg you to love me, how ridiculous it is, it shouldn't be me. For you to make yourself so embarrassed, at the moment, I hate myself. I should live proudly, I should be proud of myself, I should be a heartless self, I am still the carefree little woman, I am still the little woman surrounded by men, I am still the strong little woman in the society. You are just a post station on my way of life, I should not linger on torturing myself, leaving, there will be a more beautiful city ahead, isn't it? after getting together and breaking up, life is often like this, flowers bloom and fall, get together and part, gather and scatter, this is the real life!

Maybe there will be a small seat in the corner of the heart to keep your shadow, but I don't think I will uncover it again. I am tired. The wind rises Yunshu, I should also say goodbye to that you, dear man, I am sorry, in order to know his news, in order to get angry, I have been entangled with you for a whole year, I know that it is not my intention to decide to give up you at this moment, but, I do not love you, we because of his existence, there is no end after all. I can't afford to love, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, please forgive me for not loving you, because my heart is too small, I can't pretend your love. A year maybe we just take what we need, a year you may be attracted to me, a year thank you for your company, a year goodbye, never see each other.

Say goodbye to you, say goodbye to yourself, the most beautiful age, the most beautiful yourself, proud to live, no longer for anyone to put down dignity, put down my pride. Be a new person from now on.