Time ends the past. I'm fine. I just don't know.

Since primary school, I was so confused at that time that I had no idea what a friend is. I had never touched her.

She is fat, her skin is very white, she has a melon-seed face, bright eyes with long eyelashes.

Although we are in the same class, I have hardly ever spoken to her seriously or answered her questions.

She didn't appear in my world until junior high school. We were assigned to a class, I think this is the so-called fate (I believe in fate)

I didn't touch her in primary school, and I don't think there will be any topic in junior high school. But that's not the case.

She knows many of my secrets, but she pretends to know nothing like a fool

I struggled, I do not know why, I am always willing to tell her all this may be no one wants to listen to me, or I think she is very reliable?

She knows my many secrets, but I am not surprised, I am not impatient, but I feel very at ease, very down-to-earth, I never exclude her into my world!

Maybe she will be the friend who is willing to listen to my complaints.

I have asked her in a roundabout way many times, I said: you know so many secrets, why don't you be my puppet? Or you can be my bosom friend, okay? & rsquo

But she thought I was joking, so she rejected me in a joking tone!

In fact, I am not joking, but the first sentence is not my true words, what I want to say is, would you like to be my bosom friend?

Maybe I missed her when I was in primary school, but I didn't find it until now. Is it too late? I know you sometimes come to this website to read my diary.

I also promised you that I would write a diary that belongs to you. Although I didn't write well, I still wrote it!

I don't understand you, but I know that your appearance is simple and honest, but the hidden wound in your heart may be the one you can't heal.

I know you will work hard for your parents' expectations of you, but you won't get anything in return, but I know you have worked hard, you are not decadent!

Never saw you cry, never saw you sad, maybe you hid it well and didn't want anyone to see that scene, but I found it after all!

In fact, what you see in the class is not the real me, you can see me laughing in the class, but you can not see that I am already crying when I laugh!

In fact, I still have a lot to say. I just think it's too much to say.

Ps: Yao Xinyu, I would like to say your name, and I don't want to hide any of my emotions, but everything is transparent in front of you!

Author: Han Jiehao