Don't be an orphan of the world.

We live at the same time and have the same disease.

We always like to guess other people's tone, guess other people's emotions, guess whether others have bad intentions, guess whether others are as sincere as they seem, so our hearts begin to get tired, so we all get sick, this disease is called suspicion.

As your parents grow old, you begin to wonder whether they love you or your brothers and sisters; you begin to wonder whether what your parents are forcing you to do is really for your own good or for your own face; and you begin to wonder if your siblings are trying to compete with you for your parents' hard-earned money. As a result, you no longer trust your family.

When the friends around you change batch after batch, you begin to wonder whether some so-called friends really treat you or use you to spend a lonely time; you begin to wonder whether the secret between you has become a secret between him and others, only you are still in the dark; you begin to wonder whether you are really as good in the eyes of your friends as they say, or your friends may turn around and scold you as a fool. You begin to wonder if your heart is worthless in the eyes of your friends, only you are foolishly moved by your sincerity. As a result, you no longer trust your friends.

When you love more and more tired, you begin to wonder if your lover doesn't love you, because he is indifferent to you today; you begin to wonder if your lover is having an affair, because he doesn't seem to be so interested in you; you begin to doubt whether you have a happy future, because the future you see does not have much material basis. You begin to wonder if your unwealthy lover will abandon you when he is prosperous, because you are not sure that he will think you are his greatest wealth after he has enough money. As a result, you no longer trust your lover.

We are skeptical of everyone, and we are skeptical of the world, so we often stand on the dark side of the sun, do not see the luxuriant branches, feel no warmth and happiness, and over time get used to looking at the joy of others alone, envious or spurned.

I guess you have also thought about going to the sun, but you are hesitant and afraid. You are afraid that you will not be able to adapt to the glare of the sun. You are afraid that you will be alone when you return to the sun. You are even afraid that others will no longer accept you. Did you find out? When you escape from this world, you lose not only your trust, but also your sense of security.

In fact, you often feel lonely when you are dismissive of the world, but you don't want to share your loneliness with others because you don't believe that others want to be eaten by your loneliness. In fact, you are just as lonely, we are all orphans on this big planet, but we just don't have the courage to seek a companion.

You can be as sharp and decisive as a child sometimes, but you'd rather stick to it than ask for help, because you don't believe that anyone will really help you. You seem to have seen too many disappointments, so you defend against everyone, including those who really want to help you. In this way, we pass by the sincerity of others with a heart.

The pressure and helplessness of life make you feel in a trance that you are numb to everything. You are expressionless and silent. You see everything in your eyes and remember it in your heart, but you just refuse to let yourself have the slightest feeling. Because you always think that you are standing on the edge of the world, your loneliness makes you a bystander, a bystander who looks coldly at the world. In fact, you sometimes feel a lot, but you don't dare to trust the world to give you a response.

How I hope that lonely and sensitive you can believe in the world again, believe that every time you cry will be answered, in any corner of the world there must be someone feeling your cry. When you are at a loss, there must be someone who wants to stand by your side to guide you, there must be a heart so that you can see the way forward.

If I hold out my hand to you, I hope you can give me your heart without hesitation. I really just want you to take me along with you who walk alone, and then we will forget loneliness and heal together. Believe in everything in the world together.

Author: last autumn