A mother willing to suffer.

Life is painful, being a woman is painful, and being a mother is even more painful.

Since I was pregnant, my physique has been declining. When I was four and a half months pregnant, I suddenly fainted in the office. My husband was so scared that he urged my mother-in-law to take care of me one by one. My mother-in-law tried every possible means for me and Xiao Bao in her belly. In the end, she targeted the pigeon, bought one every other, and slaughtered it with the most nutritious method, pinched the pigeon's head, and pressed the pigeon into the water to die. Her mother-in-law's body trembled like a sieve, and she kept saying: pigeons don't blame me, pigeons don't blame me.

However, my appetite is still getting worse and worse. I feel sick when I pass by the restaurant, even the mousse on other people's heads, the powder on their faces, and the perfume on my body. I had to realize that my nose stayed away until Xiao Bao was born.

There are no signs of labor after ten months of pregnancy. As soon as the results of B-ultrasound came out, the doctor said that Xiao Bao's umbilical cord wrapped around his neck, intrauterine distress and lack of oxygen.

For Xiao Bao, I choose: get a knife. Lying on the operating table, there is a kind of solemn and stirring that has been cut open. Xiao Bao kicks me occasionally in the stomach as an encouragement.

As soon as the anesthetic was dozen, the stomach became hard, and the chief surgeon patted it gently, thumping. For a moment, my brain nerves gathered on the sharp, sharp scalpel, the blade was horizontal, squeaky, my belly cut open, and a stream of hot liquid gushed out, and my body trembled and trembled involuntarily.

Take it easy. It'll be over soon. While comforting, the doctor put his hand into the five-inch crack, turned it over, and pulled it out. The five internal organs and six internal organs were pulling outward, and the stomach made me want to puke, and then I heard a gentle sound of physical peeling.

Heart, all of a sudden was hollowed out.

The little guy cried when he came out. He must have protested that we had disturbed his dream.

Xiao Bao's cry is extremely beautiful.

I smiled and a real little life landed safely.

You guess it's a boy, a girl? The midwife ran to this end with a smile.

I shook my head weakly.

Do you want a boy or a girl?

I want them all.

Don't be greedy, there's only a fat boy holding the powder ball with wet black hair, close to me, little baby, your mother can suffer for you, give her a kiss

A small mouth pressed to the left face, a trace of heat swam over.

Xiao Bao's kiss, Xiao Bao's kiss, my mind was spinning, but I trembled again.

Don't be nervous. The doctor will be ready to sew the knife soon.

I tried to turn my head over and kiss Xiao Bao's face.

The whole world is soft, warm and sweet

I can't love you enough. That's what Chi Li said. And I am only a small part of accomplishing the mission. Thinking in this way, he calmly closed his eyes and Dr. Ren sewed the knife.

Perhaps, everyone's tolerance for pain is different. I feel so painful that I even scold my girlfriends in my heart. In their mouth, a caesarean section is just eaten by a few big ants. That night, the anesthesia disappeared, the pain hit, and accidentally caught a cold, severe cough, the edge of the knife turned into a sharp knife, straight into the body, finally, the doctor had to give me a painkiller injection.

48 hours later, the doctor removed the ureter. Now you have to rely on yourself. It took forty minutes to get up bit by bit from the bed with clenched teeth. The husband suddenly screamed behind him: you, you peed a basin of blood. I looked back and fainted.

The skin is also quite fragile. The doctor changed the dressing for the knife edge, and every time he lifted the adhesive tape on the skin, the small piece of skin was torn off and cried out. Xiao Bao on one side was awakened, hummed a few times, and fell asleep again. Do not dare to scream, only gnash teeth to tears, tears.

In addition to pain, it is endless infusion, injection, taking medicine, taking body temperature, breast-feeding rarely rest. I was confused all night when I was suddenly awakened by a mournful shock. Outside the ward, the footsteps were flustered and noisy, and the woman's screams were suppressed and gradually weakened, leaving only the howling of a man and a baby.

Later learned that the young rural pregnant woman, massive bleeding, rescue ineffective, stiff in the cold corridor.

Finally understand that sentence: life is painful, being a woman is painful, and being a mother is more painful.

Bloody, drilled through the door. Two lives, the transition of life and death. Never doubt God's injustice to life, it never said to give women pain, to torture, to death. However, it will give certain risks and misfortunes to women who are willing to be mothers. Those women, who are not vague, confused or retarded, never say no to taking such a risk.

No matter how the fine wine wipes one tired night after another, Xiao Bao sleeps sweetly, sometimes frowning, sometimes smiling, because curled up in his mother's warm arms, all little lives will bloom like flowers.

Author: River Fish