It turns out my love is wrong.

Yesterday, I got together with my roommates who graduated for half a year, having dinner, drinking tea, chatting, very happy and contented, even if the content was to give me some re-education and help. They said, they love me. In recent years, I am tired, for the so-called good girl, filial piety of the good reputation, I bound their own maiden nature, worry-free, selfish, love beauty, enjoy. All I know is to make money, save money and save money, even if the process is painful. Yeah, it's painful. It's not that I don't like shopping, but the clothes are too expensive to buy, so it's better not to go. It's not that I don't like movies, it's just that cinemas are too expensive to waste. It's not that I don't love beauty, but because I spend too much money, I choose to be natural and simple. But in this way, the money saved in a year is very little, which is only a drop in the ocean in the eyes of my mother. Less than two thousand, the money I worked hard to save was only a month's salary. The funny thing is, it can hardly do anything. I had a phone call with my mother for nearly 3 hours yesterday, and we got a general idea of each other. It turns out that my love is wrong. My mother, very excellent, a person's life is also interesting, take grandma to Thailand, Hong Kong, Macao, Suzhou, Hangzhou, Beijing, and will go to more places in the future. She said that although she didn't have much money or even a little debt, she lived a chic and comfortable life. She likes the western way of life. I'm proud of her. She loves herself very much. She is also very good, and her salary is several times that of mine. She said, Honey, I always thought you were very free and comfortable, and I wanted the money you gave your mother all these years because of your own surplus. After all, it was my daughter's mind, something I didn't expect, my daughter, who was so miserable about it. 'you are too hypocritical to your mother, 'she said. Actually, she doesn't need it. She just wants her daughter to be good and enjoy the happiness of love, friendship and family. She wants me to be free, unrestrained and happy. I don't know if in all families, if a certain aspect of the mother is too strong, the child will be slightly deficient in this aspect, even taboo and annoying. At the very least, my mother, let me feel worried about her future, worried about her good life, so I choose to accumulate silently, even if it is only a small force.

It turns out that my love is wrong. I can also be very comfortable, I can also live my own life, I do not have to go against my heart, and all this will not affect my mother, her, her life. I just have to respect her, care for her, and take care of myself. That's what I'm supposed to do at this age.

This year, my 24-year-old life year, I learned some more, these are very precious thanks, my friends, thank you, my family

Thank you, my God.

Author: just say it.