In a hurry that year, the years of deskmate

When I was a child, you sat next to me, and we were still ignorant teenagers. Although we could meet every day, no one cherished the time. In a twinkling of an eye, it was the day of parting. I hid some words in my heart whenever I heard the song "my deskmate I have missed for a long time". I can't help but think of those years in a hurry, our deskmate years.

In those unforgettable years, there have been countless beautiful moments, including the teachings and tolerance of teachers and the envy and appreciation of classmates; there are joys and sorrows; there is also confusion, which is like the sparkling waves in the long river of life memories, all of which are so beautiful and shining that they are often imaginative and can not be forgotten for a long time.

There is such a trivial matter, in retrospect, it is still as clear as yesterday. When I was in the second grade of primary school, my family was very poor. My deskmate was a girl, and her family was very well-off. Compared to me, it was a day and a place. My parents are both out-and-out farmers, and her father eats imperial grain in the township government and earns a fixed salary every month. naturally, the conditions of her family are much better than mine. At that time, the money was not as good as it is now. Ten yuan could at least be worth two hundred yuan now. When there is no money, it is a big problem for poor children to eat or go to school, because there is no source of income at all. As the saying goes, the children of poor families are in charge early. Perhaps it is really because of being soaked in bitter water for a long time, the children of the poor are inexhaustible, I know from an early age that I should be diligent and introverted, so I am naturally not very gregarious. At that time, I only knew how to bury my head in reading, and my academic performance was always at the top of the class, which naturally attracted the envy and envy of other students with a slightly stronger family background.

I remember once I was bullied by several classmates and my eyes cried like a red peach. When my deskmate saw this, she came to comfort me and took out a floral handkerchief from her schoolbag and handed it to me, indicating that I would not be sad any more. For the first time in my life, I accepted the concern and comfort of my classmates, and I came from my deskmate. I felt mixed at that time, not to mention how sad and excited I was. Vaguely remember, I was bullied after a very depressed mood, suddenly calmed down, the heart is more silently grateful to my female deskmate, she gave me timely relief, let me suddenly find self-confidence. After the student career, and even after I went to work, whenever I encountered grievances and felt sad, I always thought of that lovely deskmate girl and the care and warmth she gave me.

There is a kind of feeling in the world, although it has been out of touch for a long time, or even it is difficult to see each other again for a lifetime, but it is the friendship of classmates. Classmates, especially deskmates, mean that they once shared a period of green years, which is a profound, unforgettable, shared but inseparable memory, which has been integrated into each other's lives and will never disappear in the long river of life memories!

Time flies, time flies. No matter how fast time goes by, the feelings of classmates have long been rooted in my heart. As the saying goes, love with the window is a pot of good old wine, no matter when and where it is opened, it will make people intoxicated. Similarly, deskmate love is even more precious.

I can't forget those green years in junior high school all the time, it's so beautiful. What impresses me is my deskmate, she is a girl who loves reading novels very much. I once remember that in class, my deskmate often hid the novel half in the drawer and secretly read it when the teacher wasn't paying attention. She looked like a mouse when she saw the cat. And I snickered from time to time, and naturally became the patron saint of her secretly reading novels. Once, in math class, my deskmate was named by the teacher to answer a question. at that time, she was stupefied, at a loss, her face flushed, and she looked at me with an extremely embarrassed look. I naturally couldn't wait from her. Eager to ask for help, it is not difficult to see how eagerly she hoped that I could help her right away. When junior high school graduated, very few people could be admitted to high school. And my deskmate also fell behind because of his math grades and failed to get into high school with me. Although this incident has passed for decades, when I mention it, the scene at that time is still like a movie in my memory forever.

From junior high school to high school, from cardamom to the rainy season, students and teenagers fly the melody of youth together, experience the troubles of growing up, bear the pressure of exams, and go through rebellious days.

Recalling the scene of my deskmate in high school, it is still unforgettable. At that time, I was sitting in the penultimate row, my deskmate was still a girl, she was very active in class, liked to talk casually, and was good at scolding naughty boys. In this regard, I am very disgusted, because I am a class member and deskmate with her, sometimes really can not bear to watch, so I kindly reminded her that swearing is uncivilized behavior and so on, but she still has her own way. It was not until I graduated from high school that I learned that the boy she often scolded turned out to be her marriage partner. In retrospect, I really feel a little guilty and remorse. I, an ignorant nerd who couldn't be more stupid, didn't know that the other couple were flirting and were madly in love!

In the year of the cram school for the college entrance examination, my deskmate was a boy. At that time, the conditions were very difficult, two people shared a desk less than one meter long, and more than 40 people packed a classroom of more than 30 square meters. My deskmate has always been very overbearing, and competitive, usually the monthly exam results are generally better than me, no matter from any aspect, I am not his competitor. Once two people in order to place books, which side slightly crossed the Chu-he-Han line but also blushed. At that time, it was fashionable to take the preliminary examination before the college entrance examination, and the two people bet on each other that either I could not pass the pre-exam or he could not pass the pre-exam. After this quarrel, I really put pressure on me. I was thinking, if I really fail to take the exam, it would be strange if I didn't laugh off the big teeth of my deskmate! So I secretly made up my mind that I must work hard to pass the pre-exam. It never rains but it pours. I don't know how many angry words my deskmate said before, but I still can't remember clearly, but after the exam score came out, my deskmate failed the preliminary exam and finally didn't qualify to take the college entrance examination. this is a very regrettable thing.

After ten years of hard study, I was lucky enough to enter the university and become the leader of our group of high school classmates. When I was in college, my deskmate was a girl, and we seldom talked. At that time, I was a member of the class health committee. In order to do something at work, I had to go into the girls' dormitory to check the hygiene once a week, and only when I had no choice but to talk to the girls. Up to now, there are still classmates who laugh at me like this, saying that I was a little ashamed that I didn't talk about a girl brought home before I graduated from college. Whenever I see a pair of boys and girls walking out of the campus hand in hand, I can't help feeling a little envious in my heart, but I can only bless and pray for them silently.

Time is in a hurry, time is in a hurry. The rings of the old man of time turn so fast that decades have passed in a flash, and now the song has come to an end. Looking back on the years of our deskmate, on the long road of seeking knowledge, we went through several years of life together through both ups and downs and sweat. I don't know where you used to be my deskmate. Are you all right now? Do you know that I miss you? My deskmate, where are you now? Do you have a happy and warm home? Did your dream come true?